This is one of the hardest times of the year for me. It seems like my life is never good enough, and I don't ever have enough for anything around this time of year. I know my life is good, yes I have issues, and yes I have problems, but I'll figure out some way to deal with them. I just need some help to make it through the next week.
Christmas and being alone is one of the hardest things ever, having grown up in a family where everyone came together on Christmas (regardless of whether you were fighting) was kind of nice, and it seemed like we always had enough to get something for everyone.
My question, and yes I'm whining again, is when will my life turn around and I can start doing the things I need to do to make me happy? I know that having "things" don't really make you happy, but honestly having enough to get by would be nice, having enough to not worry about someone else knocking on your door would be nice as well. I'm not asking anyone to solve my issues and poof make me rich, that's not an answer, but help to get caught up would be nice. I know how much it would take, I've sent that picture out to the universe....now universe, a little help please.....let this next year be the one where my life turns around, where I finally have enough to not be stressed all the time, and let me learn to live on what I have and be grateful for it, and not have to worry about those calls or knocks or anything like that.
There I've said it....let's see what happens.
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